Wednesday, October 8, 2008

DUH! Moment

OK, I just had one of those DUH! moments. I thought I'd share it with you. Lately, I have been praying to God about my life. Wondering what I'm supposed to do. Where exactly I fit in this world and in my church in accordance with God's plan. How I can glorify His name and be of use in others' lives. Also, I wonder how it is that I can be so dense that I constantly fall short of the standard He has set, and I don't even realize it most of the time. I have been discouraged, and I have been getting frustrated with myself. By God's grace we have verses to tell us that trials are a blessing. That they teach us patience and endurance. On top of that knowledge I learned something tonight. We were talking about humility, pride, sin and God's forgiveness, redemption etc. It amazes me how God uses our sin, evil and ill intentioned on our part, for our good "For all things work together for good to them that are the called..." When we recognize and confess our sin we are not only forgiven, but we are humbled which helps us fight pride. We are reminded of God's holiness and His Grace, of our sinfulness and our need for Him, and when we realize this we are also reminded of His sovereignty and wisdom that even this wicked sin against God, He can use for good. As I was thinking of all of this I had that duh! moment. Although my general ponderings of my particular path in life are still unanswered I realized that my not knowing what to do is a gracious gift from God. In teaching patience, yes, but also in helping me be mindful that I need God to show me my paths. I need His wisdom, I need Him. I have been praying these things, but I didn't really stop to think that my waiting is helping me to lean on Him. DUH! :) I can be so dense!-See I need God.


Leah said...

We all have those duh! moments. :) Oh I wish I could just give you a great big hug right now! :) Love you a lot.

Leah K. said...

I came to your blog to see if there were any comments on the events of the weekend, and found your Duh! moment. Don't worry when you find yourself wondering "How did I get here?!?!" I too have found myself wondering why God has me where he does--is there someone here in Sleepy Eye I'm supposed to help? Is there someone here that will end up helping me? What's the plan??? But I have learned that now knowing is part of the joy--wake up each day and marvel in the thought that you might discover part of the plan today! The journey is often times more fun than the destination point :-).
You're sweet, fun and amazing--and right where God wants you to be.
Leah K.